Thursday, March 15, 2018

Sprinkle Sombrero Cactus Llama Schmience Stuff 3rd Quarter Bloggo Doggo

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I hated this quarter. It started off bad, right where second quarter left off, now, it's ending even worse. At least I had an acceptable grade at the end of second quarter. At least I still got to talk to my friends during second quarter. Worst of all, this has affected me in band. The one class where I wasn't just another machine programmed to do a certain thing and where all other behavior was basically illegal. The one class where everyone was a human being with a distinct personality. The one class where I actually empathized with my teacher, my friend even. The class responsible for probably the best day ever for me. The class where I felt at home. It's all ruined. The past 3 class periods for band have been terrible. Last week, Mr. Kawasaki said that we are arrogant and forgetting how to play. On Monday, we had a substitute, Mr. Steve, and nobody listened to anything. Today, (Wednesday) we got a big lecture and wrote an apology  to Mr. Steve. Not really the best. And that's why band is ruined. 1st half of the quarter was amazing because I in advanced band and it special to me. Also I had best Day ever when we had concert because it was incredibly fun. But when progress reports came in I had bad grade which was start of bad time. I was sadness when it happened but I am OK now because I have good grades overall but still band ruined sadness maybe it will to get to better? Also I missed some stuff because I didn't know what to do and I panicked and I wasn't in my right mind and I don't do well under pressure so I just make a split second decision and it's usually wrong so I end up in trouble and I don't know it because I'm not focused when I'm under pressure and I don't know what I did and I don't remember the first half of lunch yesterday (Wednesday) maybe it because I was freak out and confuse and stress. One minute I walk into Social Studies next minute I in A101 and people waiting to answering people. I was answering people that time. I was feeling sad I made wrong decision and next minute I'm doing slides and my head hurt. 3rd quarter not my favorite i not rely like it.

 How about what the highlights of and the low lights of the of the the the quarter. A highlight would be discovering the Burger King Foot Lettuce meme. Another highlight of the quarter would be getting into advanced band. That was amazin' and I realized that I am filled with determination for band. Another highlight of 3rd water is the BEST DAY EVERY when I had concert. Low light was grades. I no like grades for 3rd quarter. Caused for sadness. Another low light would be band being ruined. Another low light would be this week. I've hated every single day of this week except Tuesday. Another low light of the week would be missing most of spirit week because I was sick with the Flu. By the last two days, I didn't miss much. Certainly not a jolly good time. I hated those two days, mostly Friday. That cheer off! I WISH THAT THING NEVER EXISTED! As you can see, more low lights than highlights. I kind of don't really feel fine. Thanks for asking.

I learned that in Leadership, you have to know everything and let everyone know everything. The know everything part, you have to pay attention to everything, since everything is important. If you don't pay attention, like with the bell schedule thing, then everything goes awry. Or, like me, you just don't understand social cues and really anything like that. For the letting everyone else know everything part, it's kind of the same thing. If you're paying attention to everything, but nobody says anything, then you know nothing. For example, I never told anyone about band and not being able to go to Orientation practice after school. If I had told anyone about it, that wouldn't have ended up a complete and utter fiasco. Too bad it ended up a total and utter fiasco. There's not really much more to say. That's what I learned. It's pretty simple.

Woo Spirit Week! I hated it.
I am not looking forward to next quarter. Seeing how busy 3rd quarter has been, I don't want to know about 4th quarter. I'll bet more things like yesterday with the walkout will happen in 4th quarter. That's the last thing I ever want to happen. I wish this week never happened. It's easily the worst week of the year, in the worst quarter of the year, in the worst year of my life. 4th quarter is going to top my list soon enough. I bet the last week of 4th quarter will top the list of weeks I hate. If I hated this quarter purely because of Leadership stuff, which I pretty much did, then 4th quarter is going to be a hassle. And a complete and utter nail in the coffin of the mess that is this school year.

Sunday, March 11, 2018

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This week was fun. I had the SBA for english. It was nice and relaxing the whole week. Now I get to do the boring, contrived, stressful, 60% of my grade essay. In 2 class periods. Yay for me. Thursday was probably the best weekday for me since the Monday I had the concert. I finally got to have lunch with my friends again. I got my slides done. That's a good thing. We're gonna have a debate for science on Thursday, which is really exciting. It will be about whether it should be legal to clone humans or not. I'm excited for that. In band one day, Mr. Kawasaki said that period 4, as a whole isn't improving in band. That we're forgetting how to be in a band. That we're forgetting how to be good people. The worst part is, I believe him. I'm not putting enough effort into band. I need to try harder and be better, no matter what. I just can't shake off the feeling that it's because of leadership that this all happened. And if I feel that way when fourth quarter starts, I may want to leave leadership altogether. I'm trying to do two things at once and ending up subpar at both of them. A logical option would be to drop one thing and focus on the other thing. Band to me is simply more important than leadership. Who knows, I have two weeks do decide. Chanel , if you're reading this, don't talk to me about this. You'll just make me want to leave more.

I have no idea what this is
 but it was from this week and its all I have.
A highlight of the week would be Thursday because I got to spend recess and lunch with my friends. I've been spending like no time with them since orientation during lunch started. A lowlight of the week would be that band period I talked about. I just remembered that it was on Thursday. How ironic that the best and the worst parts of my week were on the same day. Now I'm thinking about whether my life is a juggling act. Because I'm a horrible juggler.

This week, I learned that Leadership may be having a negative affect on me in aspects of my life I prefer to keep the same. Leadership may have made me worse off in band. I simply can't have that.Band is my #1 priority. Above all else, band means the most to me. You could take ANYTHING else from me and I'd still be pretty much fine. But the moment something or someone does anything to me and band, I am out. I will do anything in my power to get away from and/ or stop that thing or person. I hope you'd understand. I'm sure everyone has something like that. For some it might be leadership. For me, it's band.

Saturday, March 3, 2018

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This week was amazing. I liked it a lot. It was the best week ever. There is no week better than this week. It was so amazing. I had a concert on Monday. It was the best Monday ever. The other 4 days not so much. Just Monday. I loved Monday. It was the best Monday ever. I can't wait for my next concert. That is on a Saturday. I bet it will be the best Saturday ever. For Orientation I need to teach everyone else the dance. I was a bit annoyed at Ahled and Lucy because I knew what Mr. Ing was talking about and they I guess didn't or something. Lucy keeps complaining that she can't control the girls, and Ahled just didn't seem to be paying attention until Mr. Ing raised his voice. I'm planning to meet after school on Wednesday with the boys to teach them the rest of he dance. I couldn't do it on Friday because I had an appointment at 3 so I needed to leave at 2:30. I also need to work on learning all the choreography because I'm really bad at Alize's. First I need to understand that kind of music, because the original classical music piece is like 1000 times better. And some of the choreography makes no sense. Like why in the world would anyone in their right minds make a gun with their hand and wave it around in the air. Is that supposed to be cool? That song and its respective choreography is the kind of stuff that makes me question humanity. I never saw the boys' video, but I imagine that the problems would be people not knowing what to do and spacing issues. I can fix that easily. If you say the choreography is silly and stupid, that's the point. These are sixth graders. Sixth graders like silly, stupid things. Some still do. I would rather see A few people doing a really silly dance and having fun doing it that See this super-serious group of really good dances. Man, I'm dragging on a lot. Did I mention Monday was the best est ever in the history of the world? The concert was amazing.

Glad Math problems are done.
A highlight of the week was Monday because there was a concert. It was the best day ever. Before it, all the people in the band were arguing about whether water is wet. It was hilarious! The actual concert was the best part. Everyone was congratulating us on our performance. I was surprised. A lowlight of the week was everything else but Monday. I mean, what does an ordinary week compare to the best day of my life? I'm serious about that. Monday might have been the best day of my life. It was so great. I loved it.

I learned that we always should be improving. For the Orientation stuff, we didn't improve and go foreword in our dances. We wasted almost a whole week. I also learned that nothing is entirely one person's fault. It's partly Ahled's fault since he didn't change his dance. It's partly my fault for not teaching the rest of the choreography to the boys. It's partly Lucy's fault for not fixing up the girls' dance and not being able to control the girls. It's partly the rest of the girls' fault for not listening to Lucy. It's partly Alize's fault for not noticing that some peoples' backs would be facing part of the audience. It's partly the boys' fault for trying to copy me and not telling me that they needed to learn the rest of the dance so I could teach it to them. So I am going to fix all the problems I can fix, and be a better person.

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