Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Quarter Blog for Quarter 2 I'm nervouser than last quarter idk why oh wait i have a small ammount of time

Memories
I remember when magic notes started. So long ago!
Right now I'm thinking of my quarter 1 blog. I said there, "Hard times are why I joined leadership." Saying something is different from doing it. Very different. This quarter has been a downwards spiral. A pretty steep downwards spiral. At the start of the quarter, everything seemed fine. I was happy where I was, until my math grade dropped to an F and I almost didn't work for ISA. I basically spent the rest of the quarter trying to raise my grade up. Then, yearbook came along. You know, most people don't really feel the weight of a situation until it's flying at you at 50 miles an hour. I didn't realize the weight of the yearbook until it was soaring to me at 100 mph. That 100 mph thing was the ball of everything I had ever failed at just smashed into an amalgamation of despair. I have a hard time talking to people and getting them to take a picture. Half the people in one picture all walked away before I could ask for their names! It's hard for me to figure out whose names are for whose picture. All the while I had to take more than 40 pictures. If I had had Alize's spread instead of mine, I would be finished by now. If Alize didn't take sI edited, I might be done. But now, I'm in a big, heaping train wreck.

Really loved this magic note
ome of the pictures

Some highlights of the quarter were ISA and everything before it. ISA was relaxing, as I was a restroom person. I generally enjoyed that day. Everything before ISA was good because I had fun then and I haven't since Thanksgiving, really. It's just that simple. No need to overcomplicate things. Another highlight was the band concert. I really loved the band concert. It was really fun. I can't wait for my next concert! A lowlight of the quarter was yearbook. I like lost everything and now everyone is trying to make me feel guilty for costing the school money. To be honest. It's not working. I feel exactly the same.

One lesson I learned is to not procrastinate. Everything bad that happened this quarter was because of procrastination. Literally everything. Yearbook, math, it's all because of procrastination. I procrastinated for all of it. That simple.

3rd quarter might just be a good quarter. Things might get better. I might have fun. Anything could happen. For all I know, I could win the lottery. The thing I'm most looking foreword to is the potential for next quarter. Anything could happen, and I hope that's a good thing. It could be a bad thing. I could get sunk into an even deeper hole. But I want to be optimistic for 3rd quarter and not say something that will bite me in the butt like last time.

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