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This week was fun. I had the SBA for english. It was nice and relaxing the whole week. Now I get to do the boring, contrived, stressful, 60% of my grade essay. In 2 class periods. Yay for me. Thursday was probably the best weekday for me since the Monday I had the concert. I finally got to have lunch with my friends again. I got my slides done. That's a good thing. We're gonna have a debate for science on Thursday, which is really exciting. It will be about whether it should be legal to clone humans or not. I'm excited for that. In band one day, Mr. Kawasaki said that period 4, as a whole isn't improving in band. That we're forgetting how to be in a band. That we're forgetting how to be good people. The worst part is, I believe him. I'm not putting enough effort into band. I need to try harder and be better, no matter what. I just can't shake off the feeling that it's because of leadership that this all happened. And if I feel that way when fourth quarter starts, I may want to leave leadership altogether. I'm trying to do two things at once and ending up subpar at both of them. A logical option would be to drop one thing and focus on the other thing. Band to me is simply more important than leadership. Who knows, I have two weeks do decide. Chanel , if you're reading this, don't talk to me about this. You'll just make me want to leave more.

I have no idea what this is
 but it was from this week and its all I have.

A highlight of the week would be Thursday because I got to spend recess and lunch with my friends. I've been spending like no time with them since orientation during lunch started. A lowlight of the week would be that band period I talked about. I just remembered that it was on Thursday. How ironic that the best and the worst parts of my week were on the same day. Now I'm thinking about whether my life is a juggling act. Because I'm a horrible juggler.

This week, I learned that Leadership may be having a negative affect on me in aspects of my life I prefer to keep the same. Leadership may have made me worse off in band. I simply can't have that.Band is my #1 priority. Above all else, band means the most to me. You could take ANYTHING else from me and I'd still be pretty much fine. But the moment something or someone does anything to me and band, I am out. I will do anything in my power to get away from and/ or stop that thing or person. I hope you'd understand. I'm sure everyone has something like that. For some it might be leadership. For me, it's band.